I would say invisible, but I’m really feeling unheard lately. One after another person has ignored my existence and left my words ringing in still air. I want to scream, to shout, to cry at the top of my lungs. “I’m still here….can anybody hear me!?!!” I’m hurting, I’m frustrated, I’m defeated. I’m left wondering if I’m just a horrible person, and that is why I have been abandoned over and over.
And then I know that I don’t believe that. I’m smart, beautiful, driven, kind, I’m a good friend, and an all around cool chick. Far from perfect, but I do have my charms. If I believed that things happened for a reason, I might think the universe was setting me up for something big. Ok universe, I’m ready….bring it on!